Little.....I love you

Hey there baby,

I heard your little heart beating away today.

It's magical every time. 

It's hard to explain my love for you.

I've never seen you.

I don't know your likes or dislikes.

I don't know if you will chose to follow Jesus.

I don't know anything but the number on that doppler.

Today it was 153.

Still growing strong I hope.

But with all those unknowns

my heart is so full.

I have hope that you will love Jesus.

I have hope for your future.

I have hope the despite my failures you will know love.

I feel as though I could burst in happiness when I think of you

Even this morning with the queasiness

I just thought of how its a sign that you are okay.

You are still with us.

I have such fear that one day you won't be.

You are our child.

From the moment God formed you within me.

You will always be my baby.

And I will always love you.

Papa too, though it's harder for him to show it yet.

He isn't reminded daily like I am.

As my belly grows.

Or as I smell something from two rooms away.

Haha.

But he does.

We do.

We love you.

Grow strong baby.